Three Words for You

My eyes focus
to try and see
into your eyes
look at me.

Beautiful they are
and shall remain.
Don't blink now,
let me feel your pain.

It molds who you are;
Who I've come to love.
The angels sent you down
from the heavens above.

Reality or dream?
Its hard to believe.
That I've got you
So please don't leave.

My time has come
to rise above
from being lonely
to being loved.

My heart soars
through the open doors,
and the night skies,
so very high.

There's no mistake
about it now.
Come to me.
I'll show you how.

You make me feel
like I've never felt before.
My heart is set on you,
who I completely adore.

Those three little words
mean everything to me.
Please. Please.
Use them carefully.

Now we lay on our backs and align with the stars.
I gaze into your eyes and I fall apart.
Your Beauty, your heart I see into.
Forever and ever, I love you.

Another Wittfully Cheesey Christmas Poem for You

I can't believe
its Christmas Eve.
The joy, the lights
fill up the night.

One more day!
Its almost here!
Til we give
our Christmas cheer.

The smiles, the tree.
The happiness it brings.
The gifts from below
make your smile glow.

The family, the food.
And your aunt thats rude.
Just step on her toe.
She'll bitch and moan.

Just say "Whoops, I didn't mean to."
You know worse you would do.
Anything to make her quit
or better yet, make her split.

She is mean anyway.
After all its Christmas day.
When no one wants a grinch
to take their happiness away.

Thoughts on Imperfection

Just one more part of me
that opened up for you to see.
I wish it didn't, but it had to sometime.
I just hope it didn't ruin a good night.

I just worry, and get jealous
all at the same time.
It must look like madness
coming from my mind.

Don't mind me. I'm not mad.
Just worried, jealous, and mostly sad.
That you're not with me, oh how I long for you.
Til' you're next to me, I'll be blue.

You're orange, while I'm blue.
THATS what makes me long for you!..
You have fun while I sit in my room.
My mind goes crazy in my world full of gloom.

You're what makes it all go away.
It may take a while, but soon, I'll be okay.
Honest to heaven, I'll be fine.
Just as long as you are mine.

Okay, so I'm not perfect.
We have all of our flaws.
I still hope you wanted me
through it all along.

But this is one I was afraid
you would hate to find;
and forget everything we've been through,
to leave me behind.

I really didn't want you to see
the imperfect side of me.
But everyone has their flaws,
I'm just glad you seen through it all.

From flaws and fear
to laughter and tears.
Now you know a different side.
Just one I wish I could hide.

How You Make Me Feel

Magical
Intense
Beautiful
Suspense

Forever
Blessed
Infinite
Impressed

Unique
Crazy
Smitten
Hazy

Excited
Pleased
Ecstatic
Relieved

Endless
Knighted
Numb
Delighted

Loved
Restored
Complete
Adored

Transforming Tragedy

Part I.

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I love this magical feeling

I love your red curly hair.

I love everything you are

With no feelings to spare.

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I love this wonderland

and everything here.

But I love you the most

I am sincere.

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I'm humiliated. I'm heartbroken.

What the hell is going on?

Do you mean these words you've spoken?

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It wasn't real?

You didn't love me?

Why didn't you speak

in all honesty?

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Haunted and alone

I must carry on.

My future is unknown,

and everything is gone.

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Part II.

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Through this dark forest,

I walk towards the light.

Only to find you there

I knew it would be alright.

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I came from an unfinished fairytale,

with a broken heart.

Looking for someone to fix it

But I'm not ready to part.

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What a kind one, you are

to come out of your way

and fix my broken heart;

I'd like you to stay.

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I feel much better now,

but its just not the same.

I miss the one

who showed me this thing.

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Where I felt infinite,

and I felt immortal.

They showed me love,

and took me through a portal.

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A whole new world stood before my eyes.

Where stars and flowers fell from the sky.

And rainbows with smiles looked down on you from up high.

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A masterpiece.

A wonderland.

Your wish was their commend.

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And now I'm here in the dark woods,

but I have you.

I hope its for the good.

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Because I can't fall any farther.

I've already hit the ground.

But thats what led me here.

I'm with you now.

~

So hold me close and hold me tight.

I'll always be here by your side.

We'll wait for rainbows, and smell the flowers

We'll have fun in the time thats ours.

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Looking foward to times to come

I've got a book to bring along

We will write of all the good times.

And a new fairy tale shall come to life.

Confrontation

You tell me you love me.
You tell me you care.
You want me to be happy.
But you're not even aware.

I lie to you you all the time.
I've lied to you my whole life.
I lie to make you happy.
I lie to make you love me.

You tell me you hate what I am,
then tell me you love me.
Bury me with your bullshit.
I don't give a damn.

I can't be happy if I'm whatever you want me to be.
I'm not changing who I am, just to make myself normal to you.
I think others would agree.

So please, do me a favor.
Tell me you'll accept things.
Lie to me.

Broken Hearts and Butterflies

Say you're sorry.
Say you love me.
Apologize on your knees.

Tell me what I want to hear.
Tell me I'm the only one for you.
Because you're the only one
who knows its not true...

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Broken hearts and butterflies
Look at me I'm terrified.

Stormy days and lonely nights
got to me so many times.

Rose pedals and grave stones
Without you I'm on my own.

iPods and teardrops
are all I have to drain my thoughts.

Curly hair and crooked smiles,
You made me feel worthwhile.

Sweet Dreams are Made of These

Last night, I had a good time.
But It wasn't as good as our times.

Like when we cruised around the lake.
Or when almost got caught at the park.

Last night didn't feel right.
because it wasn't you by my side.

Nobody perfectly fills the empty spot in my heart like you did.
Nobody's kisses are as great as the ones you give.

Last night I dreamed that you were sitting right next to me.
Just like when we first met.
But in a small room with paper white walls,
and nothing inside accept for the two of us.

Our eyes meet again.
For the first time since the last.
I broke down in tears
Because of the time and love we shared are in the past.

Everything is so different.
Your blank expression as you looked into my eyes.
It isn't the same has how it used to be.
You looked lost, but content.

Nothing else happened in that blank white room.
I just sat there and cried to you
as you sat close to me and watched.

I was ready to say something before I looked into your eyes
but who knows what.
Maybe it was just another surprise,
Just a door to be kept shut.

The dream came to an end.
It seemed to last for only 10 seconds.
Not enough time for you to understand
What went through my head
or to say what I had planned.

This morning I woke up alone
to realize it was just a dream;
Just like everything else,
it was too good to be true.

And this morning I'm terrified
that it might be the only way
for me to be with you.

Rose Petals and Nightmares

All my life, loneliness is all I've known
Because I feared rejection, loss, and pain.
It was just too much for my heart to own.

What a brave thing to do
to lead myself to you
Knowing that I could end up alone.

Gazing into your eyes;
Not a doubt in my mind
that you're the one.

Finding love is rare.
But I know I did.
You were my comfort;
my breath of fresh air.

You were like part of me
Without you, I couldn't breathe.
I was lost, without a purpose.

One cold night,
my worst nightmare came true.
My fears came alive.

I could feel it eating at my insides.
Wondering what I'd done wrong.
Finally realizing my fairy tale ending is gone.

Say you're sorry
because its the best you can do.
It'll never be enough.
There's just nobody better out there than you.

How do things get better
once I've had the best?
All the best lies
were told through your eyes.

A gold plated trophy in your honor.
A standing ovation.
For making me the happiest,
and yet the saddest I've ever been.

Things Change

When the weather can't decide to stay warm or cold.
When the leaves turn their colors bright and bold.

When the rain begins to fall and the wind begins to blow.
When the the farmers harvest and pumpkins grow.

The feeling hits you.
It's crisp air. It's distinct smell.
Leaves changed and leaves fell.
Leaving trees bare.

Just the same as when people change;
they leave the people they were with
alone in the cold and rain.

Flashbacks to Fairy Tales

You know that look that someone gives you when they honestly like you?
You gave me that look.

You know how when people are intimately talking in all honesty, their voice is just a little bit lower?
You spoke to me with that voice.

You know when someone looks straight into your eyes and tells you something you love hearing?
You told me exactly that. More than once.

You know the feeling you get when you think someone actually loves you?
You made me feel that.

You know the passion in that special someone's eyes when you look into them?
You had that passion.

You know when we would argue about which one of us loved the other more?
None of us ever won because we gave up after a while.

You know how you said that you've never felt this way about someone you've loved before?
I honestly 100% felt the same way.

You know when you like someone so much, it feels like a fairy tale?
It really did feel that way.

You know when we last seen eachother on that amazing day of August 29th, all of these things were true?
You can't just deny the feelings and act like they were never there.

You and I both know they were.
Words didn't have to say it.
Your body language did.
Your words just confirmed it.

Or how can you use the excuse that we moved into things too fast to break up?
I know it needed time to slow down, but really?
Our relationship was way too strong to end for that reason.
We could have made it through together.

Correct me if I'm mistaken,
but there is something missing here.

Please....Tell me what went wrong.
Tell me what happened in the page missing from the end of our story.

I love you more.

I've had my taste of perfection,
and I must say I loved the affection.
but I loved you even more.

I gave you my heart, my love, everything.
You even said I had yours too.
I was on top of the world,
just as long as I had you.

We were so alike, it was crazy.
You were like an angel made just for me.
I must say I loved our similarities.
but I loved you even more.

When I looked into your eyes,
a million thoughts would go through my head.
I loved the beautiful brown color.
but I loved you even more.

I loved the way you made me feel.
I loved your cute face.
I loved that crooked smile.
but I loved you even more.

I loved your insecuritues,
even though you didn't.
I loved you no matter what you thought of yourself.
I loved you for who you were.
I loved you because you loved me.

So what happened?
I thought our love was fiery
I thought our love was infinite.
I thought our love was perfect.
I thought our love was unbreakable.

I thought we were perfect for each other.
I thought we could make it through anything.
I thought we were in this together.
I thought this was a dream come true.
but most of all, I thought you loved me.

I guess it wasn't real after all.
I guess it wasn't real all along.
Now that all is lost,
I guess that all alone
is where I belong.

For the Angels

Dull and grey was the sky
cold and lonely was the heart
the angels above cry and cry
for the boy torn apart.

for years and years
he fought the tears
with no one by his side
lonely lonely little boy
did the best to hide.

harder it became
for the boy to hide
he couldn't control
how hard he cried.

days pass
tears fall.
nobody hears
the boy at all.

take me now
or take me not.
i don't care
the boy thought.

the rain falls
the angels cry
the harp plays
he says goodbye.

not a care in the world
but a sigh in relief
for the lonely little boy
there was no more grief.

the music fades
the rain dies
as the angels
seize to cry.

the world never stopped turning
not that night
not for a second...
in memory of the lonely boy
with the angels in heaven.

Yesterday and Tomorrow.

Four days ago you texted me good morning.
Four days ago I felt better.
Four days ago I couldn't stop thinking about you.
Four days ago I could clearly remember that crooked smile I love.
Four days ago you told me you loved me.
Four days ago I believed you.
Four days ago I spent my day in school.
It had been only three days since the last time I saw you.


Three days ago I spent another day at school.
Three days ago my socks got a little bit wet.
Three days ago it was warmer outside.
Three days ago I pulled a muscle in my foot.
Three days ago I went to get a new iPod and the store didn't have the right one.
Three days ago I was cranky the rest of the night.
I don't think it was worth it.


Two days ago you told me that you can't stop thinking about me.
Two days ago I remembered how good you make me feel.
Two days ago I felt good for the rest of the day.
Two days ago I spent more money that I've ever spent at one time.
Two days ago I went to watch he in the halftime show.
I thought it was a good night.


Yesterday I didn't feel as good.
Yesterday I woke up early with a sore throat and cold.
Yesterday was a lazy day.
Yesterday I spent the day putting stuff on my iPod.
I don't think I made very good use of my day.


Today I woke up a little later.
Today I still have a cold, but no sore throat.
Today you told me you love me and it made me feel a little better.
I hope I can get over the cold soon.


Tomorrow.
I hope its better than today.