Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Transforming Tragedy

Part I.
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I love this magical feeling
I love your red curly hair.
I love everything you are
With no feelings to spare.
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I love this wonderland
and everything here.
But I love you the most
I am sincere.
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I'm humiliated. I'm heartbroken.
What the hell is going on?
Do you mean these words you've spoken?
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It wasn't real?
You didn't love me?
Why didn't you speak
in all honesty?
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Haunted and alone
I must carry on.
My future is unknown,
and everything is gone.
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Part II.
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Through this dark forest,
I walk towards the light.
Only to find you there
I knew it would be alright.
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I came from an unfinished fairytale,
with a broken heart.
Looking for someone to fix it
But I'm not ready to part.
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What a kind one, you are
to come out of your way
and fix my broken heart;
I'd like you to stay.
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I feel much better now,
but its just not the same.
I miss the one
who showed me this thing.
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Where I felt infinite,
and I felt immortal.
They showed me love,
and took me through a portal.
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A whole new world stood before my eyes.
Where stars and flowers fell from the sky.
And rainbows with smiles looked down on you from up high.
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A masterpiece.
A wonderland.
Your wish was their commend.
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And now I'm here in the dark woods,
but I have you.
I hope its for the good.
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Because I can't fall any farther.
I've already hit the ground.
But thats what led me here.
I'm with you now.
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So hold me close and hold me tight.
I'll always be here by your side.
We'll wait for rainbows, and smell the flowers
We'll have fun in the time thats ours.
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Looking foward to times to come
I've got a book to bring along
We will write of all the good times.
And a new fairy tale shall come to life.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Confrontation

You tell me you love me.
You tell me you care.
You want me to be happy.
But you're not even aware.


I lie to you you all the time.
I've lied to you my whole life.
I lie to make you happy.
I lie to make you love me.

You tell me you hate what I am,
then tell me you love me.
Bury me with your bullshit.
I don't give a damn.

I can't be happy if I'm whatever you want me to be.
I'm not changing who I am, just to make myself normal to you.
I think others would agree.

So please, do me a favor.
Tell me you'll accept things.
Lie to me.