Flashbacks to Fairy Tales

You know that look that someone gives you when they honestly like you?
You gave me that look.

You know how when people are intimately talking in all honesty, their voice is just a little bit lower?
You spoke to me with that voice.

You know when someone looks straight into your eyes and tells you something you love hearing?
You told me exactly that. More than once.

You know the feeling you get when you think someone actually loves you?
You made me feel that.

You know the passion in that special someone's eyes when you look into them?
You had that passion.

You know when we would argue about which one of us loved the other more?
None of us ever won because we gave up after a while.

You know how you said that you've never felt this way about someone you've loved before?
I honestly 100% felt the same way.

You know when you like someone so much, it feels like a fairy tale?
It really did feel that way.

You know when we last seen eachother on that amazing day of August 29th, all of these things were true?
You can't just deny the feelings and act like they were never there.

You and I both know they were.
Words didn't have to say it.
Your body language did.
Your words just confirmed it.

Or how can you use the excuse that we moved into things too fast to break up?
I know it needed time to slow down, but really?
Our relationship was way too strong to end for that reason.
We could have made it through together.

Correct me if I'm mistaken,
but there is something missing here.

Please....Tell me what went wrong.
Tell me what happened in the page missing from the end of our story.

I love you more.

I've had my taste of perfection,
and I must say I loved the affection.
but I loved you even more.

I gave you my heart, my love, everything.
You even said I had yours too.
I was on top of the world,
just as long as I had you.

We were so alike, it was crazy.
You were like an angel made just for me.
I must say I loved our similarities.
but I loved you even more.

When I looked into your eyes,
a million thoughts would go through my head.
I loved the beautiful brown color.
but I loved you even more.

I loved the way you made me feel.
I loved your cute face.
I loved that crooked smile.
but I loved you even more.

I loved your insecuritues,
even though you didn't.
I loved you no matter what you thought of yourself.
I loved you for who you were.
I loved you because you loved me.

So what happened?
I thought our love was fiery
I thought our love was infinite.
I thought our love was perfect.
I thought our love was unbreakable.

I thought we were perfect for each other.
I thought we could make it through anything.
I thought we were in this together.
I thought this was a dream come true.
but most of all, I thought you loved me.

I guess it wasn't real after all.
I guess it wasn't real all along.
Now that all is lost,
I guess that all alone
is where I belong.

For the Angels

Dull and grey was the sky
cold and lonely was the heart
the angels above cry and cry
for the boy torn apart.

for years and years
he fought the tears
with no one by his side
lonely lonely little boy
did the best to hide.

harder it became
for the boy to hide
he couldn't control
how hard he cried.

days pass
tears fall.
nobody hears
the boy at all.

take me now
or take me not.
i don't care
the boy thought.

the rain falls
the angels cry
the harp plays
he says goodbye.

not a care in the world
but a sigh in relief
for the lonely little boy
there was no more grief.

the music fades
the rain dies
as the angels
seize to cry.

the world never stopped turning
not that night
not for a second...
in memory of the lonely boy
with the angels in heaven.

Yesterday and Tomorrow.

Four days ago you texted me good morning.
Four days ago I felt better.
Four days ago I couldn't stop thinking about you.
Four days ago I could clearly remember that crooked smile I love.
Four days ago you told me you loved me.
Four days ago I believed you.
Four days ago I spent my day in school.
It had been only three days since the last time I saw you.


Three days ago I spent another day at school.
Three days ago my socks got a little bit wet.
Three days ago it was warmer outside.
Three days ago I pulled a muscle in my foot.
Three days ago I went to get a new iPod and the store didn't have the right one.
Three days ago I was cranky the rest of the night.
I don't think it was worth it.


Two days ago you told me that you can't stop thinking about me.
Two days ago I remembered how good you make me feel.
Two days ago I felt good for the rest of the day.
Two days ago I spent more money that I've ever spent at one time.
Two days ago I went to watch he in the halftime show.
I thought it was a good night.


Yesterday I didn't feel as good.
Yesterday I woke up early with a sore throat and cold.
Yesterday was a lazy day.
Yesterday I spent the day putting stuff on my iPod.
I don't think I made very good use of my day.


Today I woke up a little later.
Today I still have a cold, but no sore throat.
Today you told me you love me and it made me feel a little better.
I hope I can get over the cold soon.


Tomorrow.
I hope its better than today.